holla, Oktober

die Zeit vergeht so schnell, oder? es ist nicht mehr September, sondern Oktober. Nanu!

and when the times went by, i forgot many thing that i should have done. get a grip, self!
i can't afford more mistakes. seriously. that was the last straw. I am fully aware, that things have been lining for so freaking long to get done. and among them there are responsibilities, plans, wishes, closures, beginnings, promises, and last but not least, dreams.

in less than two weeks, i'm gonna have my birthday. and you knew what birthdays mean? a new goal to achieve. a celebration i need to plan and pay for. a self talk i need to handle. seriously, where was i lately??

i am fixings things. you have my words, written. and as you know, i am type to keep my words, even when i don't want to.


Oktober, let's roll!

I want to live with no regrets. Well, it's impossible, i know...But at least i want to give it a try. just like my old motto: live your every day like it is your last day on earth.

Most of the plans, wishes and dreams i want to achieve have been inside my mind from a long time ago. and yes, most of them are as crazy as i could remember, and my crazy scale isn't that low. that wild, crazy part of me...i still want to live them.

in the end, it's the life i'd love to live in. and if God allows, i intend to.



Prost,
Angela Juwita.

'k'

so, just a short story...

last week, i helped my cousin with her little cafe. on the last day, i was assigned with her friend at the coffee station. i've met him before, once, but we barely spoke to each other. that time, there was not much people, so there were a lot of time for us to chat. while we were chatting, i figured out that he now was friend with people i used to know in the past.

thinking this was a great opportunity, i asked him about them. those people had changed, some rather extremely, some just around the edge. and from him i knew, that someone, let's just call him 'k', has now married. when i heard that, i spontaneously yelped, "what?!". he was kinda taken aback with my profusely exaggerated reaction, then eyed me suspiciously. I rambled, "well...he was a really funny guy. you know, he was one of the people who laughed distinctively maniac. it just never really went through my mind mind that he would settle down. he was a really great, really, really funny. like, almost too funny to be in a relationship. well, i was just a kid back then, so that's what i got in my mind".

that was really what i thought. 'k' and i used to be quite close. he was really like an older, funnily abstract brother to me. he seriously laughed like a maniac and he was almost always laughing. so the fact that he now got married was kinda hilarious to me. the fact that he once kinda confessed to me didn't really come to mind.

okay, it did come. a little.

yeah, he kinda confessed to me. once we were talking to each other by phone, and he told me there was a girl he liked. i kept asking, yet he didn't want to tell me. eventually, i had to guess by mentioning all the girls' names we knew. finally the only one that was left was my name, and he confessed. he asked me to wait until i was seventeen years old...which was quite far from back then. yep, that was me when i was like in eight grade, and he was over 20 already...so i didn't take it seriously.

and now here we are. after hanging out with them, i stopped seeing them, and finally we just lost contact. even though that wasn't serious at all, it was still a funny story in my mind. and now figuring out he was happily married now, makes me really happy for him. it's a pity though i didn't come to his wedding, because he really was the closest brother to me back then. i could only wish him now all happiness and health(i heard he was sick) and God's blessing.

have a great life, 'k'!

prost,

ael

let's plan a routine..

anyway, this is september already. the ninth month of the year. while i was thinking about it, i got an amazing idea!

the idea is, to make sure i write a post in this blog at least once a month, i would hereby declare a must write post for each month.

if you knew me well, you might have known that i really like number nine. so, why wouldn't i start this idea from the month, which number i like the most? that's the idea. and since nine is my most favorite number, this month's theme would be 'favorite'. this could mean a list of my favorite song, an analyse of my favorite book, and so on. i haven't really decided the theme for every month, but at least i got one for this month already. and now i just need to decide which favorite should i tell...ideas?

perhaps we'll meet soon, again!


prost,
ael.

september to-do list

holla. here i am with a new post. a friend once suggested me to write down september's to-do list. anyway, i am actually not really in the mood of planning, but something is better than nothing, right? so, here we go.
1. surrender the revisions to the professors
it's been a long time, so i think i really need to get it done this month.

2. successfully save some money
it's actually one really tough job to do, especially since my parents cut my allowance. not to mention there would be at least three 'expensive' gatherings i must attend this month. but you know, money problem would surely come every freaking month, so i still should try it. wish me luck, folks.

3. tidy up my room
my room look honestly super messy, you rarely touch the floor while you are walking. papers, empty plastic bags, books, magazines...not to mention the shelf. well, actually, it's not really a shelf. it's a long plank, nailed to the wall. if i were tidying, it usually meant to move all the stuff on the floor and stacked them on that plank. which wouldn't produce a tidy sight, of course. hopefully, this month my room would really look tidy after i'm done with the task.

4. last but not least, the food planning. you remembered that in the beginning i said a friend suggested to make this post? well actually, he showed an example of september's to-eat list. and i'm not sure, what to write actually. not because i don't really like eating, of course, but more like there are too many things i have in mind, yet i'm fully aware of my *cough*finance*cough*. but at least i could say the sakura milk tea with mini bubble from pim. damn, that mini bubble really is addictive.


i don't know what else to write, so i guess the list would stop here. anyway, quick report, my period just finished. that was really, really, really relieving because it drains me physically and mentally. i mean, yeah, i'm happy i'm healthy enough. still, it seems unfair that i got punished for being healthy and pregnantless. my cramps are waking me when i was sleeping. my hormones are freaking unstable, i just felt like punching a few people back then. well, just two actually. thank God it's over now.

anyway, i'm looking forward to post another post soon enough. catch you later, folks.

prost,
ael.