99 things no one asks

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
I don't really care whether it's opened or closed actually. like for now, I let it open because i forgot to close it and now

i'm just too lazy to move my ass and go to close it.

2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
nope. but i do use them in the hotel. i'm an extreme user of hotel free stuffs.

3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
it depends on the room's temperature, definitely.

4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
i guess this is one part when it's kind of common in usa or stuff? beause people don't really do that here, even just as a

joke. but i don't know. i never did, though.

5:Do you like to use post-it notes?
of course. what's not to like, anyway?

6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
well if i do have money and opportunities, i used them. mostly for coffee shop or wonderland ticket.

7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
this is difficult. my first thought is to be attacked by a bear, though. like mybe you could poke his eyes or whatever. but

maybe i should go with bees? at least they would cause less permanent damage. and maybe you could find  pond nearby an just

lose them completely.

8:Do you have freckles?
nope.

9:Do you always smile for pictures?
no. my most fave style with friends is bitch face.

10:What is your biggest pet peeve?
it really irks me seeing poeple used socks with opened shoes. or sandals, for God's sake.

11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
yes, i do. when i was little i did that often, it's less now, i don't know why.

12:Have you ever peed in the woods?
i never did on a real woods. but i had peed in an opened space.

13:What about pooped in the woods?
nope.

14:Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
yes. i like to move around a lot randomly and call it dance.

15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?
sometimes.

16:How many people have you slept with this week?
zero.

17:What size is your bed?
twin size.

18:What is your Song of the week?
XO by beyonce. great song, makes my heart warm and fluttered.

19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
NO. i hate pink, so i don't think anyone is okay wearing pink.

20:Do you still watch cartoons?
OF COURSE, DUH.

21:Whats your least favorite movie?
this is random.hmm...i'm not sure if i could mention one. i usually dislike films with stupid lead female. like, it irked me

personally. i also dislike watching movies that made people crying or stuff. i watch movies to be entertained, not to get sad

and wanting to cry kind of feelings.

22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
i think it woud be cool to put treasure in the bottom of the sea.

23:What do you drink with dinner?
mostly plain water or sweet ice tea.

24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
ketchup.

25:What is your favorite food?
this is a really difficult question to answer, since i really like eating. well...porks never fail. and this month i'm really

digging fried fish with sambal matah/dabu2 , made by mrs. tini. i also love kfc fried chicken, real sausages...but my most

favourite food i think would be my mom's spicy anchovies.

26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
my go to movie would be a cinderella story. and of course, harry potter and lotr series.

27:Last person you kissed/kissed you?
my pillow..?

28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
nope. i really wanted to, but my mom didn't allow me.

29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
for the sake of art? yes. if i get paid a lot? maybe.

30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
never.

31:Can you change the oil on a car?
no.

32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no. i can't drive a car yet.

33:Ever ran out of gas?
no.

34:Favorite kind of sandwich?
with eggs and melted mozzarella.

35:Best thing to eat for breakfast?
eggs and sausages for savoury and waffles for sweets.

36:What is your usual bedtime?
3-5 am.

37:Are you lazy?
yeah.

38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
never got the chance, unfortunately.

39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?
monkey.

40:How many languages can you speak?
3, i guess? bahasa indonesia, english and deutsch.

41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
nope. but i do have a magazine i usually buy, looks.

42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
i have no idea what lincoln logs is, so i'll go with legos.

43:Are you stubborn?
not really. maybe.

44:Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
i don't watch both of them.

45:Ever watch soap operas?
yeah.

46:Are you afraid of heights?
on several degree actually yes, but my excitement usually cloud that thought.

47:Do you sing in the car?
basically i like singing everywhere. and if i were to imagine when one day i drive my own car, yes i'll be singing.

48:Do you sing in the shower?
of course!

49:Do you dance in the car?
sure. why not?

50:Ever used a gun?
not yet.

51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
on my friend's wedding, i guess?

52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?
mostly they are.

53:Is Christmas stressful?
...yes.

54:Ever eat a pierogi?
not yet.

55:Favorite type of fruit pie?
with cream cheese and cherries on top.

56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
an architect.

57:Do you believe in ghosts?
theologically speaking, they are the manifestation of devil. so, they could exist? yeah, but just as a manifestation.

58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yep.

59:Take a vitamin daily?
used to. not anymore.

60:Wear slippers?
yes!

61:Wear a bath robe?
only when i have the chance.

62:What do you wear to bed?
anything, as long as my bra is off.

63:First concert?
big bang.

64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
carrefour.

65:Nike or Adidas?
nike. i don't know, i don't really care because i don't really use them.

66:Cheetos Or Fritos?
cheetos!

67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
peanuts.

68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
no...

69:Ever take dance lessons?
yes. when i was little, i was forced by mom to take balinese dance course. later, she was being so proud to make me take

dance class when i was little.

70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
err...

71:Can you curl your tongue?
no.

72:Ever won a spelling bee?
no.

73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
i think everybody has.

74:Own any record albums?
not yet.

75:Own a record player?
not yet.

76:Regularly burn incense?
i used to love them. but now i am sharing my room and people don't really appreciate it, so...

77:Ever been in love?
78:Who would you like to see in concert?
really? this could go on and on and on and on and on and on...

79:What was the last concert you saw?
gd.

80:Hot tea or cold tea?
cold tea, please!

81:Tea or coffee?
i usually pick tea, but if it's morning i would go with coffee.

82:Sugar or snickerdoodles?
are these kinds of cookies? snickerdoodles, maybe.

83:Can you swim well?
not yet.

84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
yeah.

85:Are you patient?
sometimes.

86:DJ or band, at a wedding?
band, definitely band. in indonesia we really rarely see a dj on regular wedding. i never see a dj on real wedding.

87:Ever won a contest?
yes. a story telling contest when i was in middle school.

88:Ever have plastic surgery?
no.

89:Which are better black or green olives?
black.

90:Can you knit or crochet?
my mom taught me but i have completely fogotten. to knit btw.

91:Best room for a fireplace?
family room in a villa, which is located in really cold place?

92:Do you want to get married?
you know what? i used to say, with 80% confidence, no. but now, after listening to my mom and that preacher lady, not mention those romance i am reading or listening...i could only say no with 40% confidence.

93:If married, how long have you been married?
well, not yet people. patience.

94:Who was your HS crush?
a guy. well, he knows who he is, but you people might not know. so..

95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
now? not really. when i was little? OH YEAH.

96:Do you have kids?
not yet.

97:Do you want kids?
yeah.

98:Whats your favorite color?
black. red. navy, turquoise, gold.

99:Do you miss anyone right now?
yes.

2nd dream.

of course I still think a lot about him. and that's why every time my mind went way too wild, I would just force my eyes to close and drifted away to sleep.
until i met him.
again.
in my dreams.

dreaming is sometimes horrifying. and it's like I was reminded, once again, about the danger of dreaming. and the most dangerous ones are not the nightmares, of course.

if only it were plain nightmares.
i would live on, as nothing happened. it was just a dream, for Hypnos sake.

but it was beautiful, way too realistic dream. you know, the kind of dreams, once you awoke, you thought that really happened. when you remembered the dream, you thought that was you memory from the days before. that kind of dream, is a real killer.


at least i'm still alive. if I remembered how i reacted when I first got such dream about him...what a chaos. remember? that little act was the starter of them all. i snapped, contacted him directly and confronted him for real, saying we shouldn't meet anymore. he made his move, i made mine...and look how far we came.

i should be quite proud of myself, shouldn't i? at least i wasn't that reckless anymore. i didn't come begging to his knees or whatever. i even successfully kept my contact with him as usual, like friends we really are. i think i'm still strong.

although i did nearly lose my mind. you know, usual tear drops suddenly without control. unstoppable smile an giggle. sudden lump in your chest that made the breathing kinda difficult to do. sudden outburst of loud laugh. when your chest didn't hurt but did that thing, when it got so bitter you head ached. super focus and strength from your adrenaline, I guess.
you know, usual stuff you have when you live.


yeah, that's all i'm gonna say for now, maybe. i need to keep this light, you know. this is a blog to entertain me and my friends, so, filtered
anyhow, i wish my future self could refer to which memory is this. i should have written the more revealing, slightly emo version in my other blog...but i forget what the password and the email are. pfft. work more, you brain of my future self!


prost,
ela.

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