excerpt.

"There were times when I desperately needed you. There were times when I had this crazy feeling to abandon everything and pursued you once more. But what could I do? What can we do now, when we are already at this point?"

I caught my breathe. No, don't say it. Don't even think about it, even when it's too late already. Those what-ifs, those lingering thoughts already sneaked in and poisoned my mind with false hope and sickeningly sweet memories.

"Get a grip. Don't waste what you have by lingering on what we used to have. It's past its due date."

I turned on my heel and marched through the door.

Why does it always turn to be this way?

Once again I show you my back.

Once again I hide these tears from you.

just a cringey excerpt i just found.

when did i write this anyway?? eww.