there are 7 things i would do before married, in case i already have a fiancee . but i have to do it alone . well, that's what becca told me in order to make this list . so .. shall we ?
1. i would travel all around this world alone . is it way too much just-a-dream ? however, it's a lifetime dream of mine .
2. i would work out . i would shape my body fitly, so i can wear any wedding dress i want without being worried of looking weird in that oufit .
3. i would make money as much as possible . marriage will spend a lot of money, you know . since it's OUR wedding that i and he marry together, it makes us equal . i don't want to be a girl who only knows about mooching from her fiancee and family . if i do that, then what will i turn to be when i'm already his wife ?? ugh ..
4. i would make a short film of myself about my single life with my girlfriends . we'll spend crazy days out together since it shouldn't happen anymore after the marriage .
5. i would visit and spend time with my husband-to-be's family without him as much and as great as possible . they will be my family soon, and they are people who my lover love . i want to be part of them and make them happy to have me in their side .
6. i would do some secret research how to be good wife . ugh, there's no way i would tell my fiancee or people around me since it's totally embarrassing . no, it will be a secret . since i'm sure i never marry before and it will be my first .. i better prepare myself .
7. i would finish all my unfinished business . i would share forgiveness and as for forgiveness from people i hurt before . after the marriage, i'll become one with my husband . it's enough to bring this prefectless self of me, and i don't want him to worry about my past .
i guess that's it for now . well, since i'm only human .. it can't be changed in another second, you know . besides, i never think about it before . dude, i don't even be in dating mode on, so this list is so out of my mind .
i don't know why, my mood is pretty good today . and i find a pretty stunning blog(for me) and it inspires me for other post .
well, see ya !
