so now, what else should i say ? well maybe i can explain what 'flamingo' means ..

see the picture above ? i believe you should understand what flamingo is, even before you see the picture . yup, flamingo is a bird . usually people use a pair of fake flamingo as garden's decoration . why ? because their neck is so long, and a pair of this bird can perform 'love symbol . and above all that, they are pink .
see, if you know me pretty well .. you'll see that i hate pink . maybe hate is too hard, so let me say i dislike pink . and sometimes it turns to hate, especially when my sister and mother force me to use it . don't know why, my head get dizzy and my eyes sore when i see something pink, especially shocking pink . so you can say cause i can say .. flamingo is something i don't really like . but actually i like the name . flamingo . it sounds exotic and beautiful .
and it all starts because my friend, ryan . one day i got mad and i shout 'F!!!' instead of saying frontally 'F*CK!!!' . there were ryan and olive in that room . olive gave me silly grin as i walked in and ryan just sit and concentrate to his hp .
olive : why do you shout 'F'? what did that 'F' suppose to mean ?
me : dunno . you can replace it with any word started with 'F', i guess .
olive : f*ck .
me : there you go . o ryan .. how can you look so beautiful today ?
ryan : uh, what ?
ryan didn't know me coming until i said that . but it's pretty true . olive and i laughed at him together . ryan is our friend, one male friend that is so difficult to have since there is only 5% of male population in our major . and he is very beautiful . and since he is close with olive and charen, we always insult his gender .
ryan : what did ael just say ?
olive : she said you look beautiful today .
ryan : ugh, ael ..
me : hahaha
olive : err ryan .. ael just said 'f' when she entered this room . what do you think this 'f' suppose to mean ?
ryan : err .. fruity ? flamingo ?
olive : why did you think off all those girly thing ?? FRUITY ?? FLAMINGO ?? THAT PINK BIRD ?
olive & me : HUAHAHAHAHAHAHA*LOL
yeah, our ryan is so beautiful and feminine .. and he always thinks femininely either . but since that time, i got an idea . flamingo is pink, which i hate . and this flamingo also starts with 'f' . so instead of shouting 'F!!!' when i get mad .. i can say 'flamingo' calmly and none will notice the meaning .
and why do i write this ? dunno . maybe as an explanation for my 'other' blog, what that 'flamingo' word means . besides i have no other idea of what i should write here . yup, here .. because most of my ideas go into other place . i have another blog !! yey .. that 'other' blog will contain my days more honestly .. emotionally .. rationally .. rough yet sensitive #halah
i won't leave this blog, anyway . i'll still write my random story, no worries . that 'other' blog is only opened for me .. and unknown people .
so, see ya !!