second day of new year..how do you do? this time, i'd like to state a new resolution: to be a good girl.
as long as i remember, my last year resolution was to be a strong girl, stronger than men. by saying this new resolution, i didn't neglect the last year resolution, since i wasn't sure i didn't do it well.
back to topic.
oh yeah, i want to be a good girl.
it's not like all this time i was a bad person. i wasn't a bad person, although i wasn't a good girl. that's my favorite trait. do you guys get it? i wouldn't do something bad in purpose, i kept myself from saying bad words, i even helped people when i wanted. so, i wasn't a bad person. i wasn't a good girl, because although i didn't start it, i enjoyed insulting person. i enjoyed riot, either participating or just watching and laughing at it. sometimes i simply didn't care what people need, when it wasn't my business, though i could.
but right now, i want to be a good girl. i want to try to change. i would like to make peace with all people and stopped insulting my friends. it is funny, but it could hurt them.
of course it wasn't easy. i actually wanted to this, since my sister issued a bet.
so, i promised myself to try to stop yelling, arguing with my friend, condor. he is really mean and always gets on my nerves. but i would like to make peace, because he is actually one of my close friend. and when i told this to my sister, she answered: "itu bullshit pertama yang gue denger di 2014." (that's the frist bullshit i heard in 2014.)
i was really shocked, especially since i meant it. okay, i did argue with him again, 5 minutes after thinking to make peace with him, but that's not the point. so i made a bet with her, that i wouldn't yell to condor this year. and while i was at it, i thought, why didn't make it a chance? if i even could make peace with one of the meanest person in my life, of course i could be a good girl, right? and that's how this resolution was sired.
wish me luck ;)
prost!
