Just today, I watched the football match between Spain and
Chile. It’s really awful that Spain, the previous winner, has to go home
without making into even top 16. And to make it worse, they didn’t even score a
goal. At first I pity Casillas, because I really like him. But as the game went
on, I realize that Spain’s perform sucks. They didn’t take risks, although they
were desperate of points and there was windows to make a shot. They passed the
ball between teammates too much, they were nervous to death and it could be
seen because they slipped so flamingo often, and when they shot, they didn’t
make it. Could you imagine? A team worthy of most crowded famously awesome
players couldn’t make any goal?
Anyhoo…Here I am, at my room, alone. My cousin already left
for work and now I was alone with my thoughts. I checked my phone, had no
message whatsoever, and remembered that internet connection goes pretty fast in
the morning. I saw an interesting from a junior schoolmate, so I read her
twits. I remembered she had a blog, so I visited her blog. And from her blog, I’m
blogwalking. I found a few blogs from my junior schoolmate and read it lazily.
From there, I could see a few similarities.
1. Most
of the blogs were no longer updated. Their last post was usually at 2010.
2. They
could write pretty well. Poetic, even.
3. They
study abroad.
4. They
write so easily about lovelife, especially the happy one.
Do you know, that I get jealous so easily?
Really, I envy people easily. And being my friend means it’s
easier for me to envy you.
Well, it’s not like I’m the type who would do something bad
to you when I envy you. And I wouldn’t do that, not only because I promise to
be a good girl this year, but that’s not me. And if you asked how could I not
do something bad to you when I envy you…
I’m too lazy to do that.
Yeah, I envy them for their physically comfortable life. But
would I trade mine for them? Oh, my heart would say, ‘yes, I would!’. That’s
when my mind wonder…
If I were them, it means I would have more supportive family
about my thoughts for future. I would have many close friends, who would get
superb excited about doing something crazy. I would have un-awkward close male
friends, who would look at me as their true close friend and openly discuss
anything, serious and non serious. I would have better choice of education. I could
do my hobbies much much more comfortable.
But I can’t.
I love my family. My father is the most handsome man on the
world, my mother is so cute inside and outside and it can’t be helped and my
sister, well…she couldn’t live without me.
And I have enough cool friends that I would never trade for
anyone else. Maybe they don’t get excited when I suggest something crazy. Maybe
they are even just normal. But every second of craziness, as little as it is,
is enough for a lifetime. And still, we have so many times, who knows what will
happen next? ;)
And my male friends…As uber awkward they are, I don’t wanna
trade them. Ever. They might be awkward, unloyal, untrusting, and couldn’t get
serious…Well, they do suck. They really suck. But let me repeat, I don’t wanna
trade them. Ever.
Well about education and hobby thingy…Actually I would trade
mine with theirs if I could. But life couldn’t be traded over, and that’s what
makes life precious. Life is designed justly and distinguished for each person.
So now all I could is make sure I would reach that kind of education and hobby
thingy as soon as possible, so I could enjoy them without losing my family and
friends.
This is soo random,but I feel like I better write it down. Well,
to add numbers to my posts in this blog too. I don’t know, I think I would be a
bit productive. Well, let’s hope it would last long...
Prost,
Ael
