It's no longer 14th February. I just realized, I didn't write a post about Valentine's Day. You see, it's one of my almost yearly topic. The only time I skipped about posting something related was in 2013. That was the year I wrote the least.
Here I am, bringing that topic again. What more related to Valentine than chocolate? Well, since I am a straight female, the answer would be a guy. And as an apology of being late, I would speak about the topic I didn't think I talked about that much lately. About him.
If you happened to know me, you would know that there weren't many things going on in my romance life. I showed almost non existent interest about guys, especially when it came to romance. You would rarely hear me speaking about dating someone, having crush, broken heart, or other stuff like that. Still, longer you knew me, you would somehow knew: there is a person. One particular person in my life, who is a guy.
He is a great, smart, silly but charming guy. A really, really great friend. A friend I cherish deeply, a friend I really miss. A friend I don't know I deserve or not, for I was being a total egoistic jerk to him. Yet he tried to still be my friend. He still smiles when he sees me. He still looks at me. And he still ignites something when I look at him.
He is a great friend. A really, really great friend. He offers me a great friendship, which I've enjoyed to my contentment so far. But there's still something I haven't spoken of to him that I just realized. Not telling him feels like an option, but this is a chance to give it a try. This friendship, this relationship I've defended so far...
I'm going to try breaking it.
