Yesterday wasn't a great day for me. It didn't go as well as I planned. I woke up late, I didn't go to the campus. I went into the library and meet Murti and Sari, and I thought today would be quite great. Well, in the beginning it was pretty great. How could it not be? I was with two of my most appreciated friends. But somehow, my mood was already not that good. Not long enough, Choco made an accident.
Choco is my notebook. I like her, because she is small, not that heavy, and the battery lasts quite long*although it gets much slower now because it ages and well, I didn't take care very well of her*. As it ages, it started to...act. As I've said, the battery drains faster now, it started to make weird, loud, grumbling noises, it took a while to open a window, and the newest: the internet browser is being flamingo. It loads and unresponds like every three minutes, it opens adds much more often and the adds got so difficult to be closed.
And so it began the accident. The add got opened so sudden and it couldn't be closed right away. How unfortunate of me, that the add that got opened was a video. The voice blasted so loudly, filling the library with girls singing, which I got to say, with respect, really unappealing.
Thought it was bad already?
It didn't happen only once.
It happened thrice.
When it happened for the third times, people gathered, scolded me, even the foreigner. After being stressed because hitting any exit didn't work, I just turned it off forcefully.
I went home walking yesterday. That accident really made my mood bad. Which wasn't good, because my mood was already bad, like for a week? Two weeks? Nonetheless, a long, windy walk would be relaxing, right?
It was one of the best thing to relax. Whenever I felt like I bottled too much thoughts, feelings, emotions, I let them out physically. Hitting something or someone is really great, but mostly I settle for long walk.
But even a long didn't help. What should I do?
